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deeply relaxing
massage with ann marie

I am double vaxxed and boosted.

Masks required.

Feel like you really need a two week holiday
to reset your mind and body,
but know you aren't getting that any time soon?

Do you need an oasis of quiet and nurturing calm,
while you receive a massage that works out the
physical aches and pains,
and gets your chi flowing again?
Is your nervous system stuck in fight or flight,
with a mind that just won't settle,

and you want to regulate it back to calm?

I can help you with that.

The moment I decided to become a massage practitioner was

during a mindfulness workshop 11 years ago. 
The instructor had us touch our partner's spine, so they could feel the length of it. After the exercise, my partner (an older woman) turned to me and said, "That's the first time I've been touched in a long time."

It pierced my heart like an arrow.

Everything in me rang out - that shouldn't be so!
I bought a massage table off Craigslist the next week,
and started offering free massages to this woman, and to any of my friends who lived alone, or who lived in partnerships/marriages where their need for loving and nurturing touch wasn't being met.

At that time, I thought I was just doing this for my friends, following a deep desire to try to heal one of the holes left in the world as our culture moves farther away from our roots of living in community.

What ended up happening at the same time was that I found my way more deeply back into my own body, and learned to align my energy systems, as I learned to align my friends. I had freedom to follow where the energy wanted to move in the body, and this allowed learning from the inside out.  I had freedom to create my own style, combining the most effective elements of the embodiment practices, physical therapies, and healing modalities

I was using to help heal myself.

My personal history is peppered with trauma, abuse,

and mental illness.
There was lots of good stuff, too, but the conditions for growing up as a fully intact and functioning adult weren't quite met.
The way my system kept me as intact as possible was through dissociation - disconnecting from the body so that the mind and soul could wait for the time when it was safe to come forward again. 

I know what it feels like to be so disconnected from the body that you don't even realize how tight and knotted up it is. 
"Isn't that the way everyone feels? Isn't that normal?"

To need to find a way to slow the nervous system down enough to begin to learn new ways of existing that aren't in fight, flight, or freeze.

To have lived in a relationship where you aren't touched enough, or not touched in a way which feels deeply nurturing to you. 

The phrase "skin hunger" is one you know.

I've done my work.
I've healed my way back from a whole bunch of crapola,
into a person who is (mostly) well-regulated, empathetic and compassionate,

and deeply nurturing.

And that's what I'm bringing to my sessions as a massage practitioner.

This deep listening from a place of cultivated stillness.

I know how to listen to your body, even if your body is

confused, upset, or in pain. 

We can find the way that your body needs help to relax and regulate, and feel nurtured and held in safety. 

Because this is the way we really heal.

Your body needs to be deeply listened to, on a bones and muscles and blood level. Your body knows when it's in the presence of someone who is deeply listening and focused on it.  It knows when there's someone there who is keeping vigil, and then it can truly let go and relax.

It's like a herd of horses.
While some of the horses sleep, there are others who stand watch.
The ones who are sleeping know they can lay down and rest - a position of great vulnerability for an animal that has an awkward time going from lying down to standing.
There is someone keeping watch for predators who will alert them if they need to run.
So they don't need to keep alert themselves.
Our bodies are like that, too. 


Humans are tribal - we aren't meant to live alone.
Like horses, we can reach a deeper state of calm and full body relaxation when there is someone else present who is looking out for us, who is taking care of us.

You aren't meant to heal alone.
You can more deeply relax and regulate your nervous system when you've got someone holding space for you.

That's me. I'm looking out for you,

while listening to what your body needs,
and how your energy wants to move.
And you get a great massage!

My sessions are 90 minutes, for $100.
(Here's a link to why I choose this price.)

When you come in for your massage,

you can talk about what's going on for you,
speaking what needs witnessed into the space.

I will listen.

And you can come in and lay down and just be quiet.
I will be, too.

You can ask me to share what I notice about your energy, or what messages I might hear from your body.
I'll be happy to share those.
And you may not want to hear any of that.
I respect that.

Some people come in and sleep through the whole thing.
I say that's like a bonus sleep for them. Gold star!

Some people need to speak what's coming up for them, or make sounds, or cry.
I hold space for that, and just go with your flow and follow your lead on what's needed in that moment.

No fuss, just deep companionship.


How people have spoken about my massage experience:

"I felt the intentionality and purpose behind every touch. Each movement had an intention, rather than just a pattern of massage technique.  I feel so much lighter. And so relaxed."

"I live alone and haven't been touched with such tenderness and care since my husband died. Thank you."

"Not only is it an amazing and relaxing massage, but Ann Marie is an incredibly compassionate, kind, and lovely person."

"I feel seen on a level that's so deep - I don't get that anywhere else in my life. It is like a touchstone in my life."

My massage style might be a good fit for you if:

  • you are someone who cares for and nurtures others,
    but your cup doesn't quite get filled in return


  • you're open to the idea that your physical symptoms may have energetic or emotional roots

  • you get it that your body may need a variety of pressures or qualities of touch - sometimes determined pressure, but also sometimes rocking the bones, or tapping the muscles, or holding still while the energy shifts itself

  • your bookshelf might hold a mix of books about spirituality, neuroscience, mindfulness, play, empathy

  • you're into Non-Violent Communication, Brene Brown, Byron Katie, Adyashanti, 5Rhythms, yoga, embodiment, trauma research

  • your Love Language is Physical Touch, and you are living with someone whose gift doesn't match up


My massage style won't be a good fit for you if:

  • you are looking for deep tissue massage

  • you want someone who will focus only on an area of injury, like an RMT

  • you want someone who has the medical model approach to massage

  • you are looking for a spa-like massage with a luxury setting like the Kingfisher Resort

  • you want to chat through your massage and have a visit


The No-Pay Agreement

If you do not enjoy your massage, I won't ask for payment.

If you tried to communicate to me what your needs are, and I just wasn't able to meet them, I would prefer that you not pay.

This does mean that you need to communicate with me,

so that we can co-create a session that works for you.

No suffering in silence, please.

What's my space like?

My Cumberland location is in my home.

I work to make sure that my home feels calm and serene,

clean and spacious for you.

We don't cook food on the days I see clients,

so that there are no lingering food smells.

We use natural cleaning products, unscented laundry detergents,

so that there are no lingering chemicals in the house.

Our yard is an eco-system created for diversity of urban wild-life.

Our trees and shrubs are a cozy surround, and you'll see a variety of birds.

Our big windows let in light and the green.

Hello, I'm Ann Marie,
and I'm all about connection.
You know the difference
it makes when you feel
connected with your heart,
connected with the goodness 
of the world around you, 
and with the love
of the people in your life.

I'd love to help you 

feel that way again.

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